He said don’t say it yet. And I said I love you. And he just stared back at me with blank eyes and didn’t say anything.
A reality soon dawned
although it was hard to bear
that my so called prince charming
did not want to be there.
i’m tired of expectations. i’m tired of having to think for not only myself, but everyone else too. i’m exhausted of worrying what i do is going to hurt someone or it isn’t right or this or that. i just want to go out and have fun and live my life. i am never going to get these years back. why am i stuck in the same old pattern? why do i keep myself up at night stressing? i’m so confused. not really sure where the road goes from here.