i’m tired of expectations. i’m tired of having to think for not only myself, but everyone else too. i’m exhausted of worrying what i do is going to hurt someone or it isn’t right or this or that. i just want to go out and have fun and live my life. i am never going to get these years back. why am i stuck in the same old pattern? why do i keep myself up at night stressing? i’m so confused. not really sure where the road goes from here.